bnek's Point of View

What happened to Seanie B

2009-04-16T13:35:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, just a little question:
Does anyone of you know what happened to Sean Olesiuk (also known as Seanie B)??? That bloke totally disappeared.... please let me know if you have any information on that...

Edit: Ok, Seanie B. stole information from other people and sold it on his weekly show. Why would he to that. He cold just have had the balls and make some references. P00r fans. I wouldn't mind hearing an apology. Get over it and START OVER WITH YOUR SHOW DUDE! It was really good - apart from the plagiarism.

Hands on...my daughter's Hand

2008-12-25T22:39:00.000-08:00

Taken...

2008-09-20T05:46:00.000-07:00

We dumped Toronto in the last second. I was supposed to sign my contract but we decided not to stay just one evening before. My boss was quite shocked, however - we went back to Germany...we couldn't get the pregnancy covered since there is a 3 month waiting period on OHIP (Ontario Health Insurance Plan) and it was simply too risky to stay without proper health cover... however - discovering everyday life in Toronto was totally interesting. The city is a multicultural pool of people from all over the world - and the funny thing is: there is neither minorities nor majorities - in fact it seems like someone had brought a bucket of people from each and every country in the world and poured it into Toronto.

And yeah, ahem - did I mention that we're gonna have a BABY?? YES :D it's due on 12th of November 2008.

Another While is Over

2008-07-19T14:38:00.000-07:00

...and quite a lot has changed. Quite everything to be honest. Haha yeah! Well I had a great trip through the Outback with J and we went to Hong Kong, back to Germany - Outback was reeeaaaaaaaallly amazing. Damn I have to go back there very soon...do more desert tours with a 4WD and my family in it (coming back to that later)... Being alone with a camp fire and your loved one(s) sleeping under stars, hearing the dingoes cry in the morning, the unbearable heat at noon, the mild and dry evenings - AND THAT AMAZING SILENCE!

Going further up north u feel the humid heat of the jungle. Feels almost like constantly being in a sauna. great wildlife, lots and lots of rain (in summer), billions of mozzies. Well - leaving Australia after more than 2 years was not too bad in the beginning, I just had the feeling that I would go on a holiday and come back soon anyways...but that's not what fate had in mind for me for the moment...
T.B.C.

What the f...

2008-01-06T21:45:00.000-08:00

What do u want?
Water is made for drinking.

Fear and Loathing of leaving Bris Vegas

2008-01-05T02:38:00.000-08:00

It's weird, it's scary, it's sad and exciting, it's scary, it's wonderful - - however, it's a fact. I'm finally leaving Bris Vegas. In March. I booked the flight yesterday. 3 days in Hong Kong to visit my friend Lok and then head straight to Frankfurt. It seems unbelievable. But finally it will happen. Another chapter in life ends....it seems that Brisbane time is over for now. I do not know if I will come back here but next time it won't be the same, anyways. I just made up somewhat of a life here and now something completely new is ahead, again. I really miss this place already. All the friends I made, all the memories and places that became so familiar. The last two years appeared to me as an eternity. I barely remember any everyday life thing before Australia. I'm so lost.

Kings Cross

2007-12-19T20:07:00.000-08:00

It's been a while. After almost 2 Years of uni it's over again. I'm now waiting for something to happen. I've got a job at uni and I'll try to publish an article about our project dealing with P2P-SIP technology. Well - christmas is ahead and we'll go to Byron Bay as last Year with Camilla, Juien, and Jana - and I'm sure it's gonna be a decent, fine holiday far out of town, leaving everyday life behind for at least a couple of days. I think by the beginning of next - somewhere in the 1st fortnight of Jan, I'll know what happens next in my life. For sure, I'm gonna stick to the rate of moving houses once every year...

Have a nice holiday and have a look once in a while - I'm gonna post more frequently since there will be lots of things happenin' - again.

Merry Christmas and a happy nu year!

New Ways arise...

2007-11-17T19:04:00.001-08:00

Great - like at the freakin Great Ocean Road here in the picture - Uni is finished and now something new is ahead. I got a job as a research assistant for a while and now I'll start applying for jobs. It's been a relaxed weekend with some partying. We went to some parties on Friday and Saturday and made some music at Matt's place late in the night. Now, sitting in the garden, drinking coffee and listening to Thievery Corporation. Later we're off to the art gallery to see a new exhibition and have some coffee at the Three Monkeys in West End (Mollison St).WoW.

Interlude Theme

2007-10-21T03:32:00.000-07:00

Funny vibes these days. House is quiet after all the wedding trouble (not mine tho). Its gettin dangerously quiet. Only the neighbour's fuckin daaag's barking the shit out of himself - freakin bastard!!! I'm sad, for fuck sake - just one of these days where everything seems goin down the fuckin drain.

Donna's Sunday

2007-10-05T02:03:00.000-07:00

It is hot. And it stays hot. 34 degree - in October already - hew! Everything else is twisted as usual. Tonight's Friday night - Barbie and party...somewhere in Highgate Hill. Let's see where this ends ;)

Home's now - here - nowhere

2007-09-07T04:56:00.000-07:00

It's friday, the weather is shitty and the weekend seems to be over again before it even started. Wow. Maybe I got in a contemplating mood cos I listen to Snow Patrol, haha. T minus five months. Change ahead, ahhhhhh - yeah! After two years - it's time though...

A Pot of Colors, please...and some Peace of Mind.

2007-09-04T20:29:00.001-07:00

It's drivin me nuts. I don't know where I'm going cos my days in Bris Vegas are count. I think I won't be home for x-mas, too... I'm not sure, yet. But I guess I'll stay for at least two more months or so before I go back. I don't even know if I only go back for vacation or permanently. So - the next couple of months are gonna decide whether I continue living the one - or the other side of the freakin world. Another, 3rd side of the world would be the US. I'm really not sure if I can go back to Europe now.
Enough already! All this shitty struggling. I'm gonna eat a dozen of fortune cookies and I'm invited to a safari-style housewarming party at M's place in Highgate Hill on Sunday. That means: Lots and Lots of West End people and buckets of alcohol, I guess :)

Photo shows the country near Dorigo National Park near Bellingen, NSW.

Melbourne, oh Melbourne

2007-08-28T02:01:00.000-07:00

My soup on the stove is about to finish and it's gonna be one of the last soups I made in this year I guess. The heat is approachin and even the nights are gettin comfy now. I postponed my flight to Melbourne to November since I can't squeeze it in the 3rd September week. Anyway - the party in November will be even bigger, hehe. But seriously - there are heaps of decisions to make until November...but I can smell the curry from my soup - I better go check it.

No More Rain

2007-08-21T02:10:00.001-07:00

Har har. It's raining - no it's pouring. For days now (as it seems). And my greek flatmate has a (quite noisy) discussion with her ex.
So, I'm sitting in my room havin' my earphones on listening to music and trying to study algorithms and the mathematical background of their complexity. But their shouting is just too loud - I mean - if I only could understand it...at least that would be entertaining. But like this it's only annoying...ok - they switch to english sometimes - but not very often. Anyway..it's 7.30 now and I'll go shopping cos I can't stand it anymore (both, my desk and the shouting *haha).
Had too many coffees this arvo and I feel bouncy, bounce...bounce..bounce................

The pic's from Melbourne, Ian Potter exhibition. Kati Pye, Fashion Designer, Brisbane, QLD.

Back in Town

2007-08-07T20:37:00.000-07:00

Holy - I'm back from the long road trip. And I feel...dislocated, disarranged, misplaced, disordered -- and encouraged ^^ So many impressions...phew!
Sydney Opera is worth a shot!!

The Red Spot in the Convenience Store

2007-07-16T23:54:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow morning I'll fly to Melbourne. My flight's scheduled for 615 am. I thought it might be reaaaalllyyy good to save $20 and fly early and have the whole day in Melb. But now I think - it is quite stupid since I gotta get up at four. So I tried to call the airline and asked for a later flight - but that's only possible until 24h before take off. Alright, fine. Hilarious!!!
Anyway - I'll be on vacation for the next couple of weeks. Road Trip, yeah yeah!!

Oldsk00l

2007-07-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

Hey A, what's goin' down? It's been a while, since we've been around at timmendorf for a relaxed day on the beach. Hamburg Ciddy times......

Never gone...

2007-07-06T22:09:00.000-07:00

It's sooooo shitty. People start to scram again now and the *ExchangeStudentsHereCrazyTime* ends another time. I've been chasin' cars the other day but that didn't turn out to be very successful. And - I'll book my flight home tomorrow, which is on xmas eve (for fuck sake, YES it is Christmas eve). So I'm gonna spend my xmas eve some ten thousand feet above India or somethin'. Whatever, can't get more fucked I guess...but I reckon those guys have some goooood booze aboard, haha.
Anyway, maybe I'm already flying earlier when I can't get the fuckin' visa granted (which is a huge pain in the ass to organize). And those retarded people want EVERYTHING new, which I already supplied with my FIRST visa. So I hand in another certified copy of my passport, IELTS test, transcript of courses for first and second degree, and a fuckin expensive medical inspection and a chest x-ray, respectively. And we ain't dealin wit cheap goods hea fellas. Anyway...at least the sun is shining again every day ^^

Flat and Deep

2007-06-24T06:24:00.000-07:00

It's been ages that I took the library elevator. It is the SLOWEST elevator on earth. seriously. The pattern on the walls is amazing.
Couple of days before I helped a friend carrying luggage to the airport...another goodbye, damn it. That's the train station at Brisbane International.

Free at LAST!

2007-06-19T02:39:00.000-07:00

Free at LAST! 3 Weeks vacation, no more 2 say ^^

Nightime, Cinematime - but that was in Winter

2007-05-28T19:26:00.000-07:00

The Lost Highway OST is running and unfortunately the thesis is not writing itself. Yeah, I guess writing is the most boring thing on earth but somehow you have to present your work - and unfortunately this needs to be done in a more or less standardized fashion... Well - whatever it takes..

Pics are from last year, cinema tour with Nicole.

The Oyster in Jail

2007-05-23T06:48:00.000-07:00

Folks, I'm going crazy. Sitting at my desk every freakin day writing up what I've done in the last year. I hope this comes to an end, soon. Otherwise I see myself doin things like running naked down the street shouting weird shit and finally ending up in a bloody loony bin or somethin.
I wanna get drunk (but I won't ;)

pic's from Sydney ' couple of months ago.

Random Moments

2007-05-17T01:48:00.000-07:00

Wonderful, my house mate Armin dragged me onto the street today - we went running. I didn't really do that for ... ages? Anyway - we started at home (West End Ferry) and went down Montague Rd. Then we came back Vulture St, Hardgrave Rd, Hoogley St. cause I didn't wanna risk too much at my first run. Now I feel kinda flashed but I know I won't be able to walk tomorrow :D
And then there's still this thesis waiting for me right on my desktop...I guess I'm gonna continue writing something...less superfluous.

BTW: I found out I wanna go and see Grasse once ;)

Numbers are weird shit.

2007-05-11T23:50:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we went next door to get to know our neighbours. I reckon they haven't really been happy with our visit. Last time we actually had a conversation ;). After watching a crazy TV show with them we decided to back off and find our Friday-Eve-Relaxation somewhere else. We caught the buz and hopped of at Boundary St to take a look into Rumpus Room. Hell - we got pissed quite fast and my house mate just made me swallow one drink after another.
Later we went to ueber. It was quite lame over there - so we didn't really stay long. While I was tumbling around in the dance floor some stupid retard tried to push me around - but fortunately he went away after telling me some weird story about America and shit - Hardly ever seen such an offensive bitchtard. Whatever. Today: Lazy Saturday afternoon.

Beer and Cigarettes, Biscuits and Beer

2007-05-11T20:34:00.000-07:00

Pink Floyd live sounds out of my stereo and mixes itself with a beautifully-surreal reality.

Nicole in the portrait

2007-05-04T10:46:00.000-07:00

Hey Nicole, was just thinking bout ya :) so I dropped that pic in my flickr again in the appropriate size. These days are getting exciting. Uni is getting in the final phase and I'm setting up the final tests for evaluation oof my peer to peer (p2p) SIP location service. I got Bamboo DHT running on three different machines and I'll get some measurements started this weekend. By Wednesday I wanna be done with coding so that might be a challenging task to get all the code done in 5 days. But it somehow gotta work - it has to :)

pic: nicole@southbank last year

Tribal music in da hood!

2007-05-01T05:16:00.000-07:00

Winter is coming quickly, Francesca left today and Alex might be a lil bit sad the next couple of days. I went to the lab and set up Ubuntu on one of my three computers there - for f... sake how much work I still have to do. It's unbelievably much. There is an Indian guy working with me in the lab now (and I forgot his name damn it) - and I got a $16-haircut on campus.

What a day!

pic's one of the Easter-Sunday completely hung over holiday walk.

Another favourite tree for a while

2007-04-28T09:06:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey Hey. It's time to celebrate wintertime. Daytime-Temperatures are dropping below 25 degrees and all of the lawn is drying out due to the bad drought harassing the country. I met a new friend - Monica. She's really nice and she's Australian which means that she's not the type of people that leaves after a couple of month to somewhere else in the world. Julien and Camilla have left to France to make things clear to settle down in Australia for at least 4 more years and I'm seriously thinking about trying to find a job here, too. Since a couple of weeks I "feel at home" in Brisbane. I love the city and its spirit, its relaxedness, its weather. It's just lovely. And I'm getting excited about how it's gonna be to go back home after two year. Well - it's still somem time left - but it's not that much. For chrismas I'm gonna be home. But who knows for how long?

Picture: A tree in the garden.

The journey is the reward

2007-04-27T01:34:00.000-07:00

It seems that there is a new David Lynch movie out and its name is Inland Empire. I'm very keen to see it and it seems to be a quite surreal lynch-like movie. So when the hell is it coming to the movies here around?

pic's been taken at Brisbane River near the Museum and the Art Gallery.

Reserved

2007-04-21T19:13:00.000-07:00

Just hearing my neighbors talk about the past two party days on a Sunday afternoon. The birds are annoying me and my hangover is driving me nuts. JJ's coming over soon and we'll go to Toowong to take some photos....Mittlerweile ist Dienstag und morgen ist ANZAC day und die klapprigen Veteranen (oder besser das, was von Ihnen uebrig ist) rennen durch die Stadt und lassen sich fuer ihre kriegerischen Heldentaten vor einer halben Ewigkeit feiern. Da faellt mir wieder der Telepolis Artikel ein, den ich neulich las - ueber die Pentagon-finanzierte Kriegspropaganda aus Hollywood. Heute ist mal wieder einer dieser 355 sonnigen Tage im Jahr in diesem unserem (mittlerweile nicht mehr so) neuen Jahr 2007 - und es ist ein guter Tag, um nchts zu machen und faul in der Sonne herumzuliegen (leider funktioniert das nur fuer die Mittagspause - aber das ist ja mehr als genug).
Yesterday the french made a Barbie for me before they are going Home for the next couple of weeks. I'll go to a Party later...Let's see what happens there. All I know is it's in Highgate Hill. I'll go off the record now - I reckon it's getting nasty again tonight :D

Picture is a wall near North Quay on easter.

Love

2007-04-06T07:25:00.000-07:00

Walk on Good Friday, hung-over, daydreamin', tumbling down the streets... one of these days.
"...maybe its the way that I spent my time - Im still searchin for a fine peace of mind..." (Damian Marley - still searchin').

Couple, on Victoria Bridge

Home continued

2007-03-30T06:58:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey, it is like it is - and you cannot force any fate on someone - not even on yourself. That was a piece of advice a friend gave me t'day. That's damn true brother; but whatever. I got a lil bit crazy this week and it didn't really stop. In fact it's rather increasing than stopping. I talked to my granny yesterday cos it was her b'day. And I felt bad cos I didn't write her on time - due to being crazy. And then I stopped smoking and bet on myself not smoking for at least two weeks. That was crazy, too -- and it made me even crazier. So finally I ended up being crazy^2, sitting at home on a friday night. WOW. I still can't believe it. Now I'm crazy, craving crazily for cigarettes and cannot smoke without loosing an absolutely un-payable amount of money. That's the perfect base for a good weekend. Please let Monday come soon, please.
pics are from Vulture St / Boundary St, cnr Vulture St. Yeah - how much I love this place, this city. It's easiness, the heat, the sun, everything's just perfect.

Blue-Eyed Sunday

2007-03-22T04:21:00.000-07:00

Things are goin fast and there is A FUCKIN LOT of work waitin to be done. Seems impossible to handle all that crap. Brisbane is awesome. After rain season the '12 hours sun every fuckin day'-thingy began again and certain other things turned out to be VERY well, either (Talk about that later).
On top: two pictures taken on Ashbury St and Hardgrave Rd last Sunday - that was a good one!

Home and Away

2007-03-04T06:31:00.000-08:00

In Sydney you think: "The Matrix has you" (yes - I'll watch this movie right now!). I spent a year in cozy Queensland and went to Sydney for a couple of days. YES! Brisbane is the place to have a chilled vanilla coke with (or without) Bundaberg. Brisbane makes you come down and see things from a weigh more relaxed side than anywhere else I know. A cheers to one more year in this awesome 'Paradise City' (where the grass is not that green - but the girls are daaaaamn pretty.

Waiting...

2007-02-25T16:09:00.000-08:00

I moved to another place and saw a lot of things in the last couple of weeks. Many goodbye's these days - still weigh too many.

Pictures taken at South Brisbane Railway station and West end. Cannot take my eyes off West End.

Old men in new Cars (?)

2007-01-11T17:19:00.000-08:00

Old men in new cars was indeed a really nice movie by the genious Lasse Spang Olsen. This picture was part of my totally hung-over NY's day walk through my suburb. I'm already starting to say goodbye to this place cos I'll move in a few weeks. Who knows where to? I don't!

New Year, New Game, New Blog

2007-01-02T06:13:00.000-08:00

New year brings another change. Since I started this blog, I added photos in mini-size as "gifts" to the post, I continuously increased the size of pics. Now I finally decided to make it a pure photoblog and continue blogging somewhere else.
I hope you enjoy the photos....more watching - less *bla bla bla*.

Happy new year!

I took this picture on my new-years-walk. I was sooo exhausted but it was such a nice day. So I went up the road going off from Boundary St right after the bottle shop.

Powerhouse

2006-12-20T08:08:00.000-08:00

Flashback. It's X-mas time again. One year before, I sat in Paderborn and enjoyed my last two days at Chris' appartment. On Saturday we're gonna go to Byron Bay to have some nice days on the beach. Camila, Julien and me are going there and hopefully, we'll meet Erin later this day as well. And we're allowed to smoke in Clubs and Bars down in NSW. But it is likely to be a beach-only weekend without the usual clubbing.
Have a merry x-mas and a happy new year. It's gonna be a nice one - Certainly ;)

Riverside-Building Study #1

2006-12-15T21:05:00.000-08:00

Es ist doch nicht zu fassen. Was muessen die Leser der Zeitschriften- welt noch alles aushalten. Neben dem ganzen unertraeglichen Gossip muss ich jetzt im Spiegel (Artikel online: Die bunte Seite der Elite) auch noch lesen, dass die amerikanische, sogenannte 'Elite' sich neuerdings damit beschaeftigt, fleissig noch mehr 'political correctness'- Faesser aufzumachen - und damit nicht genug: Es wird auch noch verkuendet, dass sich die Europaeer [identischer Zielgruppe] offenbar mit drei- bis fuenfjaehriger Verzoegerung generell mit derselben Thematik beschaeftigen. Welch erbauende Erkenntnis.

Spiegel, was moechtest Du uns damit sagen???

Breaky

2006-12-01T16:42:00.000-08:00

Saturday. It's hot - and I'm hangover again, hanging around in the kitchen, watching "rage" on ABC, which is awesome (Manolo and Emanuel: And I mean !AWESOME!).
Well, as I remember it was a hot hangover day When we went to Gunshop Cafe (which is shown on the pic - alright, it might be a bit "In" to go there, which is sort of a negative aspect - but never mind, ). Earlier this morning I woke up and had a baaaad thirst. So I went to the fridge and got myself some water. Later I put on "The Streets - Turn the page" and had a nice wake-up, followed by some fuckin' good fried, over easy egg ^^ with heaps of cheese and the two last slices of bread, which were covered with poppy seeds. Hmm - that smell when they jumped outta the toaster, damn it.
So. Gotta get another coffee - and I'm gonna try to smoke...Goin to the opening of the new Museum-building @Cultural Center, later. Gotta wake up within the next two hours. YEEEHAW!

Another Day

2006-11-24T09:52:00.000-08:00

Man - how I suffered from this song. "Another Day" from Buckshot LeFonque. Es ist immer wieder ein Wahnsinnn wie sehr mich diese Musik zerreissen kann, especially nach so vielen Jahren - Wahnsinn. Ich versteh' es nicht. Es ist der reinste Soul, den ich je gehoert habe - vielleicht aus dem Grund, weil er mich in so fruehen Jahren ereicht, und nie wieder verlassen hat........ Tribute to Raffael Vanoli, who finally got me this album. "Another Day" is actually the most soulful soul-song I ever heard (objectively).
Damn it! - I'm really drunk - but ir's true. The most feelings are in the sampler I made for the potential love of my life at this time. And "Another Day" was the heart of this Masterpiece.
For fuck sake - how many sleepless nights I had to spend, listening to that fuckin' song, desperate for somebody else, being at my side. And now I'm only doing it, when I'm drunk - is this a fuckin' sign? -- Maybe I'm lost, whatever...Waiting might be a cure...it's at least always!

Photo is taken in the (downstairs-) kitchen.

Neighbour's jealousy

2006-11-23T00:01:00.000-08:00

Damian Marley shakes my walls and summer starts playing the field. Many people recommended me to watch "Big Fish" - which I did. It is a nice movie, however I didn't like it so much. A little bit tacky for my taste :D - like the fuckin' chrismas tree in town. Another movie I watched was "Confidence" - the story was ass-kicking. A twisted crime story with an (almost) unpredictable end. The characters weren't bad, however I've seen better - but this story...pretty cool.
Since I'm on vacation, I borrowed a movie from my norwegian neighbor: "The Glow". This movie was quite funny - and the whole story was absolutely stupid. Some retarded old people try getting young couples without relatives into a fancy and cheap apartment in NYC. They feed them a couple of month and treat them to work out. Subsequently they eat them. Such a stupid, stupid, stupid story - just comedy.
He also borrowed me "Mar adentro", which tells the story of a disabled spanish guy, who wants to kill himself and tries to get this done legally by taking action to get somebody to help him doing that.
For fuck sake - it's thursday - gotta get new movies - NOW!

Photo is from our garden.

Abandoned

2006-10-26T17:09:00.000-07:00

"Torchman KRS-1 and Reene;
am Mikrofon -
und Tomek - an den Maschiiin" (from DJ Tomekk feat KRS - One, Torch & MC Rene - Return of Hip Hop).
OK. I got the good shepherd from the 'planet of tapes' this week. If you take a look at the IMDB site, you'll see taht this movie just got 4.9 out of 10 points.. allright; this shouldn't influence me - but somehow it does. Another good movie is Intermission - an irish movie showing the life of different people. An awesome mix of tragedy, comedy, a piece of satire - shot in an awesome, pure backdrop in Dublin.

Jess and Rebecca came by yesterday and we had a dinner and some glasses of wine. They both work as architects in Perth and Canberra, however Rebecca is goin' to Zurich on Thursday. We'll take a walk through Brisbane today and I'll try my best to show the girls an interesting view of the city. Now I'm getting lazy - the burger was too heavy for breaky - phew!

Pic is shot in an abandoned building, somewhere eastern from CBD.

Somwhere

2006-10-21T20:32:00.001-07:00

between dark and light - music: DJ Kay - In my soul;

shot's from somewhere in Milton.

Come, take a shower

2006-10-20T18:03:00.000-07:00

Hangover, woke up early and went to THIS bathroom. Had english breaky, gree tea, and music videos - those hangover dayz - awesome.

Dancer in the Light

2006-10-19T14:42:00.000-07:00

We were not "lazy on a sunday afternoon". It was fun, it was warm, and it was extraordinary! - greetz to 'M & F' in Auckland - I'll never forget!

Under Victoria Bridge, South-Brisbane - awee: this light's color...

Speed

2006-10-18T14:03:00.000-07:00

" fail against my domination
learn the sweetness of my mercy
guide my reckless steel
make me feel
or fix my speed "
(from Covenant - Speed)

A song that matches to this picture. Victoria Bridge.

Wind

2006-10-04T10:03:00.000-07:00

It was a beautiful day - I watche "Run Lola Run" - a german movie. Not that bad. Then I created a bloody myspace account (thanx Stef for harrassing me to do that ;). Next week I have to hold two presenations at uni. So...its gonna be a hot weekend. Now it is night. Wednesday night - around 3AM and I'll go to bed soon (My Landlord gave me a new matrasse for my bed tday - so I'm excited how the night will be...comfortable or not. But it will be short, anyway. I read that Airbus has problems delivering its A380 - and that they wanna relocate from germany to france - that can only be a joke - can't it? Whatever. And google presented a new search platform SearchMash.... current song: DJ Krush feat. Black Thought - Miso - really a nice one....However - I get more and more lazy to discuss about things like politics - anyway it is funny that the US's "We've won the Irak war" Party appears in their 2007 budget :D.........On the weekend I've been out on a techno party...but I went outside for a smoke, met a guy from new zealand, had another cigarette - and when we wanted to enter it was after 3AM - and guess what! We could not enter - cos in QLD nobody can enter a club after 3AM: New Law, damn it!....Where are my bloody cigarettes??

pic's from russel st.

Home

2006-09-12T09:09:00.000-07:00

It's my birthday - no - it is already over - but who cares!
finally - I turned 28 and it was such a nice evening. I got a birthday cake last night and this evening the whole house was here to enjoy the pasta that I prepared. We drank a lot of wine and listened to nice music. Manolo put on his AD/DC tape again and we heard Pink Floyd and Metallica, Green Day and lots of more music from the "good old days". Subsequently we endet up in Nicoles bed with four people, talking about things. It's so cozy in this house and there are so many nice people here - it's the perfect place to live. Now I'm sitting outside, using the neighbour's internet to put some words into the blog. Listening to "Hidden Agenda - Swing Time". It was a perfect birthday - even though I miss a lot of people to see a this day.

Picture is taken from the balcony at Home - after 3 Month I finally had the day, on which I really felt at Home when I came here - such a great feeling.

Sun, Light and Shadow

2006-08-04T02:25:00.000-07:00

David & Benoit, the french guys left today. And they had a nice farewell party at their house with plenty of french speaking people that I could not unerstand :D - anyway, it was a really nice party where I met some other french guys who'll stay here in BriZZ for a couple of month - It's always g00d to keep the french connection alive. It's friday again and I'm sitting here on the balcony, waiting for something to happen. The house is empty - everybody is out. Only our possum comes by sometimes to check out what's going on here and some cats are fighting and f****** somewhere in the bush. Our crazy bird (which always attacks people's heads) did not show up today - so it was a peaceful day (which started at 2:30 PM with a baaaad hangover). Maybe there are people coming over this night. Manolo (our world-champion) alsways brings lots of korean and chinese girls into the house, which all stay either in the kitchen downstairs to eat "Italian Dinner" or in his r00m (what ever). Conclusion> This is the real big brother house - and it's quite entertaining.

pic's from South Brisbane Railway Station

Flamingo Crash

2006-07-28T02:16:00.000-07:00

HolyHolyHoly shit - or woowooowooow (as mary used to say :D all the time). I'm really getting drunk t'day. Later I'll go dancing somewhere around the corner - if they still let me in. It's such a stupid day t'day and I'm really mad that I cannot go to the SMS with my friends back in germany. But that's life ;). It's raining a lot in BriZZ these days and that reflects the mood that I'm in when I look at the Lebanon, Israel and Ghaza. How could people be that stupid. And the USA are living in their own reality, hewhew. But that's not the business of people in OZLand :D - here you have to seek for interesting news like for non-fat-free food articles (Even though I have taken some more pounds in the past few month - and that is really unusual). Semester starts again, and the stress slowly but surely comes back as well. And I considered to move out of my house because the situation became much worse than it was - the administration personnel moved in here for some reason - and I really do not want to live with some 40 year old trouble makers. They are really ugly, stupid, unconcious, frustrated, old, dumb people. Man - citing Mary again: "They're sooooo stupid - I can't imagine" (greetings to Berlin - you real Berliners :D:D:D)

pic's from boundary street, west end, brisbane

2006-06-28T04:09:00.000-07:00

Why is the sky so blue? I can't believe what I see! In Australia, the sky seems to be ALWAYS blue - and this is a special blue; it almost seems like it is still blue on a black and white shot. *awesome*. Even though this shot here on the right hand side is from Hamburg City. I'm missing some old buildings and the dirt, which can be usually found in bigger cities. But Australia seems to be a bit different. It looks like somthing has been left out during the development of the city. Where is the dirt that can usually be found in european cities? No fading, no wearout. No old buildings. Almost everything is new. I don't complain about it, just realising it. The colors in winter are awesome - warm and cozy. Life is easy. Really.

U Uhlandstrasse

Missin'

2006-05-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

Once, there are happy times...other times are busy, hard or whatever. Now its getting cold and winter is standing right in front of the door. The crapy speakers of my laptop are crying the eagles with "please come home fro chrismas" and I'm missing home.

What?

2006-05-23T19:59:00.000-07:00

Everywhere, things happen... But here around the world seems to sleep all the time and watch footy from time to time. But lets have a look on what's happenening... Germany starts the worldcup and gets a new trainstation. Hello Osama - Bin Laden is talking again - but nobody knows, if it was him. The Bild (germans worst peace of paper) tries to comment the lately-happened offense against filesharing and according to latest research, the climate changes faster than expected. Well well well. I'm gonna play Q3A right now with my housemate Lok.
Songs of the Week are:

Phace - Now
Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Can't stop (Livin' in the West End :-)
DJ Tomekk feat KRS - One, Torch & MC Rene - Return of Hip Hop

Picture has been taken in Hamburg (U Schlump) in April 2005

Biosphere

2006-05-03T20:09:00.000-07:00

Workload increased in the last few weeks and I spend all day at uni these days. Anyway, quality of life here in Brisbane is perfect. Now, the winter is coming and it is getting more cold at nights. Sometimes it drops down to ten degree. During daytime it is like in german summer. 25-30 degree and sunshine every day. The rain time is over and it has not been raining for almost 5 weeks. I usually spend the hours in the afternoon on our balcony and go back to uni when it gets dark (except when I have lecture). I started a B/W series and I reworked some portraits that I've made in the past years.

BTW: A cool website: 'tokyoplastic v.2'. So, now, I'll go to uni.

Nice somgs of the week:
Corrupt Souls - No Room in Hell
JuJu - Nomad

The picture has been taken in the botanic garden on Mt. Coutha, Brisbane

Waiting, again

2006-04-01T20:04:00.000-08:00

After a hard week full of work I dropped from the Computer Lab into the Car to Byron Bay. That was an awesome trip to New South Wales. I spent 2 days with Lena, Florian and Dirk. That has been a very nice time. Unfortunately my cam's batteries gave up early and I could'nt take so many pics, but however, that's life.

Music Tips of the Week:
"The Insiders - Deep Down"
"Concord Dawn - Vulcan"
"Benny Benassi - No Matter What You do"

What was said, was disposable.

The pic has been taken near the Regatta Ferry station in Toowong.

No men in three cars

2006-03-22T00:15:00.000-08:00

Another day, starring on the screen of the library computer :D - a modified line from the song "Another Day" by Buckshot LeFonque, which cam into my mind. Yeeeehaw! Life is sooo peachy (a Korn - album). You know a funny thing about Brisbane? When you enter the Bus, you have to be aware of two facts: fist - you'll definitely freeze your ass cause its cold like in a fridge in those busses; second - you can enter a rollercoaster as well - driving bus is really like driving the roller coaster: much, much to fast, many hills and extreme gappings - and sometimes, if you are really lucky, the bus will hit one of the bus-stops. but that does'nt happen too often.

pic has been about 3 weeks ago in dutton park.

Tree Diving

2006-03-20T17:58:00.000-08:00

Veryyy deep. Mate. What's happening? All guys from out of Australia asking me about THIS and I even haven't heard of it. Bad news don't seem to be such a big deal here around (but I haven't any TV - this could be the reason as well). Today I'll contribute some more links....

Pandora.com - "Find music you'll love". This site offers a service, which plays music in the style of the band/group/whatever you specify in a keyword. Great thing.

Urbanghost.com - This site has awesome b/w photos.

Baidu.cn - a chinese (mp3) searchengine. Try some terms and download mp3s.

Picture has been taken at Mooloolaba Beach.

Alone with the Moon in the Pool

2006-03-15T16:51:00.000-08:00

These days are not so simple. My iBook funmed off and I'm pretty screwed now. I have to figure aout what to do right now. I definitely have to get a new one but that's probably to expensive. Otherwise life is still awesome and cozy. This country rulez and the city also does. It is so kewl to ride the ferry (drunk) in the middle of the night, viewing the skyline. Or swimming in the pool while the moon is shining :D
I'm currently sittin' in the lib, listening to Bassdrive and waiting for the weekend to come (I got fridays off - so it already started :) Flo has a birthday today and we're gonna meet at my house...I'll be off then.

The picture shows the moon in our pool in the evening.

Trolly weekend

2006-03-11T20:35:00.000-08:00

Wohooo! First "real life" week here is past and it is definitely amazing. The daily walk to university is not to far and jumping in the pool kicks ass! Today I'm gonna play tennis again after years...I'm pretty excited and I hope I still can hit the ball. byTheWay> Thanx Roger for his links - I will set this one up in the next days in my sitebar ;) - And Greetings to Hamburg, Hameln, Bayreuth, Berlin, Hildesheim, Frankfurt, hannover, Munich,
Osna, Austin, and NYC :D. This weekend I've been to Coolangatta Beach. It was so f*****' amazing. Blue sky, nice waves and sun deluxe. But see for yourself on my Coolangatta Set. OK, I'm off to the tennis court right now.

Picture has been taken in St. Lucia, Brisbane near Boomerang Rd.

West End Mood

2006-03-04T20:40:00.000-08:00

This weekend was a pretty nice one. I move into our new house on friday and we had our move-in party yesterday. There were lots of internationals here. I met some very nice american guys from Chicago, one girl from Dubai, a guy from Israel, some girls from Norway, some guys and some girls from malaysia, several chinese and I think there were some other girls from Britain - and of course lots of germans, eheh. This morning I had to jump in the pool again - even though it was raining (have you already seen the pool?? - it's pretty big. After everyone was gone (I don't know what time it was) I sat down on the balcony and put the Moonbootica album in my ear and thought of you guys from germany. I miss you a lot ,-,

Photo shows a street near Vulture rd, West End.

W[e]ir[e]d

2006-03-01T16:09:00.000-08:00

One more Backpacker's night. It's almost done, yeah! I think we're gonna make some last barbecue in the Backpacker's tonight. Today I have some classes at 2 PM. That's the only classes I have on thursday - Systems Engineering lecture. I have seen so many photogenic places and themes here around. This is gonna be a photo-rama when I got rid of my heavy backpack. I'll probably contact dsankt (http://sleepycity.net) again cause he's from Brisbane and has some experience with photographing the city. But in the 1st place I'm looking forward to move into my room, have my own bed and some privacy in the night. I mean Backpacker's was'nt that bad but I don't like to leave all my valuable stuff in an unlocked room for such a long time.

The photo has been taken in West End, corner Boundary St and brighton Rd.

Heiner's Pic: The guys in Berlin

2006-02-27T20:52:00.000-08:00

Hey Boys! This is an amazing Pic of Harry (in the back), Fabi and Kredo (in the front). Looks like a monumentary Band-Photo or something similar :D
amazing shot Heiner!

Snake Roads

2006-02-26T17:20:00.000-08:00

Things have changed since I signed the agreement of tenancy with the others yesterday. Today we're gonna pay the bond and move-in will be on friday afternoon. I'm still enjoying the time at the backpacker's. It is in the nice suburb West End. I'll definetly move there in winter. It's an amazing multicultural area with a pretty nice street life in the evening. Today, university starts with Distributed Systems. I'll specialise in this subject. Now I'll have to get some food cause I'm starving otherwise.

The picture has been taken in Brisbane, CBD at the north quay ferry station.

The ?Mirror Conspiracy

2006-02-22T00:54:00.000-08:00

Well, this day was really really hard. I slept just a few hours and went to Uni. I looked a bit around on the campus (it was a kind of 'market day' around and every freshman and undergrad' was on the campus). But is was pretty funny. After (no) lunch I went to West End to see a room in a share unit. It was a very nice place. Afterwards I had another appointment in St. Lucia - and I got lost there. It took me about 1 hour straight walk until I found the place. But it was worth of it - the best place I've seen, yet - and the best room-mate either (Ben).
Finally I went to a backpacker hostel in west end to assign a bed in a 5 share 'cause this is my last night in the 'bunk', fortitude falley - and that is good. I'll have a much shorter way to the uni, then.
Later I'll go to a party at the regatta hotel to meet some mates but first I'll have to relax a bit in the library ;).

Picture has been taken in the city central, some house in Queens St.

Brisbane - First impressions..

2006-02-19T23:21:00.000-08:00

Hi folks - summer is soooo awesome! And so is Brisbane - my new home sweeedy home town.

Stephane - he's from France and works in Brisbane as a geologist. I met him in Singapur and we now meet sometimes.

The following ones are:
- on victoria bridge (from city centre)
- city skyline from southbank
- some bird, which steels food from the tables ;)
- some bridge in southbank park

A favourite Tree for a While

2006-02-08T14:39:00.000-08:00

Well Well, dwell dwell-ing is o-ver. Friday, I'm gonna visit the hamburg guys, Saturday, I'll have my farewell party here, sunday, I'm gonna say byebye to my granny and monday is the "last day". Fine - and next thursday, I'm gonna spend my first summer-day since *IDontKnowWhen*. Damn - what will happen the next few month - I'll be a student again, and I'm looking forward to the research work. Some guy told me that beer is pretty expensive down under...that could be a problem. But I don't really think so. Damn - I'll have to get another Flickr account -

The Photo has been taken some day in hamburg (2003) - I always have a favourite tree - and it's always located near the appartment, I'm liviong in.

Home Sweet Snow

2006-02-07T08:16:00.000-08:00

!YEEEHAAWW - I'm flying to Australia next week -and I'm gonna stay for at least 1.5 years :D:D:D. I received my VISA yesterday. Now I'm definetly flying - and I still can't believe it. The photo shows the current weather situation here around - and I guess I won't see such (beautiful, but) uncomfortable weather for some time.

There is still a lot of unfinished business I gotta take care of now ;) -

Picture has been taken a few days ago at one of my childhood - favourite - places (named "relax-bank").

Autobahn

2006-01-31T14:32:00.000-08:00

BAZ! I'm done with my administrative stuff! Everything's accomplished - I scored in the IELTS and I got enrolled at university, my flight's reserved and my VISA's NOT here, yet (damn). I'm going crazy. I'm sooo close - but I cannot party, yet, because I still need to wait for the VISA - No big deal, anyway. At weekend, I'm gonna meet Ann and her family, afterwards I'll see my former room-mate (2000-2001) NATO in his new appartment.
I'm still a bit dizzy from the yellow-fever-jab. I'll goto bed and watch a movie...
Photo has been taken on the autobahn near hannover.

YD

2006-01-23T04:47:00.000-08:00

I almost finished the "weeding out"-thing. Things clearing up more and more. I spent the weekend at my friend Heiner's place in HI. We went drinking on friday and shopping on wednesday. Another bad thing is, that my PC ate my whole network adapter stock. For f*** sake - 3 adapters fumed off in one week! Big Time, eh? Now, i fixed the problem and everything seems to be well. OK - no hard feelings - getting some lunch right now and then drink some tea - and watch the cold (-15°C) from warm inside.

This is YD - he was my room-mate for 3 years. Now, he works in ad industry in Hamburg (- you know, where your beard is ;)

Vacuum Cleaning the roads

2006-01-19T09:45:00.000-08:00

Here is an amazing Drum n Bass Mix to download (external Link) http://www.dnb-sets.de/?suche=djvv-live(11.12.2005)
Its a really nice one ;)
njoy it!

UnDressed

2006-01-17T17:05:00.000-08:00

My appartment is totally messed up cause I'm currently weeding out all stuff I don't need anymore. And - for christs sake - I have a lot of trash! I still don't know if my Australia-trip is going to happen (and take-off is in four weeks). I hope I know at the end of the week - depends on the British Council...
However, this week I'm gonna get some jabs - and I'm not looking forward. OK! - I'll trash some more crap - and go to bed.

Finally I'm gonna post a poem a friend from Chengdu, China sent to me a few days ago...

"
Five-character-ancient-verse
Li Bai
DRINKING ALONE WITH THE MOON

From a pot of wine among the flowers
I drank alone. There was no one with me --
Till, raising my cup, I asked the bright moon
To bring me my shadow and make us three.
Alas, the moon was unable to drink
And my shadow tagged me vacantly;
But still for a while I had these friends
To cheer me through the end of spring....
I sang. The moon encouraged me.
I danced. My shadow tumbled after.
As long as I knew, we were boon companions.
And then I was drunk, and we lost one another.
...Shall goodwill ever be secure?
I watch the long road of the River of Stars.
"

photo has been taken on 1st of January - coming home from the party :)

More Comfortable Seats, please!

2006-01-13T10:52:00.000-08:00

Simple Plan: Airport, Hildesheim, Drinking, Dancing, ... That's what's coming up tomorrow. I'll drive to the Airport to figure out a flight (and maybe get a reservation, already - even though I don't know if I passed the ielts. My advice to all, who want to go study/work abroad: Engage some guy, who accomplishes all (bureaucracy) stuff for you. It's damn much - and I'm sick of it! Anyway - I'll have to undergo an X-Ray to get my health-attestation-clearance-stuff for the VISA - and I'll have to proove, that I have enough money (...have to figure something out to solve that problem - but I'm sure I'll find a solution).........But tonight - it's friday night - I'll continue finding things to sell on ebay...and I'll have to start selling them.
Just another link: Daniel Lee's Manimals
That picture has been taken in the train from somewhere to elsewhere.

Berlin, not Alexanderplatz

2006-01-11T15:04:00.000-08:00

Hamburg was very nice. Was good to see (almost all of) my "homies" again. Today, I tried to mix some D'n'Bass again. You can check out a previous mix if you like. I'm not very skilled in mixing, but sometimes I try it, anyway. Here are some kewl links, you might wanna check out:

subfrequenz.netork - thumbsUp - keywords: 8mm movies, sound/music, visual notes, text fractals

The Rasterbator - thumbsUp - rasterizes your photos, pictures, whatever. rasterbate!

utzon.dk - thumbsUp - Utzon Associates Architects - keywords: architecture, design.

That's it for today...the photo was shot in Berlin...good night!

Whirl

2006-01-10T22:26:00.000-08:00

Back again from Berlin. ielts was pretty hardcore. I have no idea if I scored well enough. Results will be distributed in about two weeks. Berlin was awesome. I had a little time to make some shots - but I haven't been really free in my mind (ielts - stressed ;).
It's awefully cold here again. minus 10 degree - that's to much - but the sun was shining unexpected
ly (after some weeks in darkness :) ByTheWay: Here is another nice blog I figured out today (-> shä'shēn). Alors - je vais finir cette entré du journal avec "Les Architekts - Regarde Les Yeux Des Jeunes" - finest french rap!
The Picture is a "thing" I shot in the library of someone.

Emmerthal - Train's delay

2006-01-05T14:41:00.000-08:00

Nightmare before chrismas? ,-, Impossible... chrismas is over. Tomorrow, I'll drive to Berlin. Sunday evening (after my little nice appointmnt) I'll drive to Hamburg City to see my good friends Dan and Yandro. On Sunday, I'll proceed to the first meeting of the legendary MOSFAT crew members FatBas and Sylvesterknaller since *IDon'tKnowWhen*. This weekend is gonna be awesome ;)
Now, I'll go to bed and listen to the never ending story (radio play).

Picture was taken at a rainy sunday december-evening in Emmerthal (littl village nearby).

Mari and Benny

2006-01-04T12:46:00.000-08:00

Finally the IELTS comes closer and closer. I' gonna take the train to berlin at 2 PM. Saturday afternoon, I'll check out some flights to aussiland, when I got the feeling, that I succeed. Damn it! My stomach is playing rollercoaster. I can't sleep anymore, my daily rythm is out of synch - the year starts almost as agitating as 2005, when I wrote my thesis. Well - I'll carry on working...

These two guys are some of my best and longest friends - and they rule!

Zentralstation

2006-01-03T10:09:00.000-08:00

What is this about? Last night, I stayed awake until 5 AM - don't ask me why I can't sleep these days.
Now I'm fighting against my lazyness - and I loose. But tonight, I'll meet a friend inga and I hope she's in the mood to talk a little bit english with me. I need to do that to prepare for the m****f****' IELTS. Some minutesago, mari passed along to get a crossover-cat5-cable. I think there is a LAN party going on tonight - hmm... But I won't participate - not until next week -

Beautiful_Mess_Store

2006-01-02T04:30:00.000-08:00

Dude, Happy New Yeea!

New year's eve' has been funny. We went on a party in Hannover. Music was pretty good (a lot of funk and good old instruments mixed up with a little house music). And one of the most impressive things on this party was the acoustic of the television. It sounded like a complete PA - unbelieveable (and it was an old television). Hmm..I'm listening to Kula Shaker right now - haven't heard these guys for about 6 or 7 years - but somehow I still like it.
OK - I gotta prepare breakfast and then I'll continue preparing for the IELTS. This test is pretty important and I may not fail because this would mean that my trip to Australia is cancelled. Currently, nearly everyting is running perfect - The first semester is financed (I'm still working out the strategy to finance semster two and three) - The Uni invited me. Most work is done.
I'll feed myself coffe, now.

Grid of Berlin

2005-12-30T06:22:00.000-08:00

Some day some night, there's something goin' on. Yesterday, I travelled to Hildesheim and figured out, that I need to work something out for my Berlin-trip next week: How the hell can I get there safely and without delay. This trip is too important.

The picture was taken in Hamburg at the "Berliner Bogen" Building at subway-station "Berliner Tor".

Sixteen Thousand Miles

2005-12-28T04:11:00.000-08:00

Contract is over, chrismas has passed without noteworthy collateral damage, letter of offer from the University of Queensland came, date for the IELTS is acknowledged by British Council - Damn it - Everything's perfect! Currently, I'm listening to Mexicano 777 and some other spanish hiphop. It's snowie outside. Since chrismas, we had a lot of snow.

And finally...Those shoes are made for walking...

supplement: This photo hasn't been manipulated. The light is original (Shoes and carpet HAVE been that dirty!).

On the train again, and again, and again,...

2005-12-10T03:17:00.000-08:00

It's Friday again, !Yay - That's what I thought, when I sat on the train - @Paderborn, Central Station. Man - it's getting seriously cold here - that's why we got heavily drunk last monday. We had thousands of mulled wines on the Christmas market :D (working on tuesday was fun).
Ok, two more weeks Paderborn - and then - chrismas. Home sweet home, maybe snow (hope so), roast goose and goose bumps.

chrismas-time-candle-light --- blog_written

2005-12-04T09:52:00.000-08:00

It's chris- mas time again, haaah. And the cold outside kicks me out of my shoes. The heater is running day and night. Maybe I get used to it, but it's the same procedure as every year. Yesterday, I was on an oldyparty - and it was little boring, but I saw a lotta people, I didn't see a while. Today, a good friend had a birthday [hey Rudi Rednosed ;) - Happy birthday and a merry chrismas time ;) ] - Two weeks ago, I was in my good old hometown Hamburg. Man - how I miss this city.
Okay then, I'll pack my stuff and move out to central station. There are still three weeks of softwaredevelopment to do.

I figured out a cool photograph you might wanna check out. He's done a lot of urban stuff, NYC photos...
And my friend roger is there, too for the next 18 months - take a look.

So - heading the new week. I'll be at Chris' appartment at 11 PM.
Drinkin' some beer and letting the sunday die slowly ;)

Do you have permission to take pictures in here?

2005-11-11T22:10:00.000-08:00

This week was great. The only burdon is to live without internet access - but that's ok for some time. By the way: does anyone know a movie with a "Mr. Pancake" and a "Mountain Girl" in it? Guess it's one with Tom Hanks...

Hmm..gonna get some food, now!

Green Tea behind the iron curtain

2005-11-04T12:08:00.000-08:00

I didn't report from the culture clash festival, yet - it was awesome. One week ago, I was still a free man, jumpin' around, making photos. Now I'm back at work again - still waitin' for my ticket to down under. It's a completely different life to work 10-12 hours a day as an engineering-trainee with responsibilities and lots of work todo - But it's good to have that back again. However, there's still enough time to feed my head culture and 'artistic' stuff ;) - It just costs somewhat more energy. There is no minute to be wasted - but now I've got weekend. It's friday night, 9PM and I'm at home again...

...gonna call some people... ;)

There is not enough space in the car of Mr. P

2005-10-31T15:44:00.000-08:00

I'm looking towards some changes these days. Tomorrow, I'm gonna move to my friend Chris. I got a trainee job in his city and I'm looking pretty forward. We always had a nice time before.

Why driving the car if you can take the bus?

2005-10-26T23:05:00.000-07:00

Last friday: I met my good friend from hildesheim - we went dancing in a rock-/alternative club (musicbox, city of minden) where we haven't been for five years or so. We got heavily drunk, and we had to get up early.

following saturday: It was an awesome morning - even though we were still drunk when we went to the central station in the sunshine. Everytime we meet, we talk without a break. We're discussing, learning from each other in the talk. It's awesome. Saturday night, we went to an awesome party called plasmatic pool pirates. The night was filled up with Beck's, Calpirinha, Drum 'n' Bass, HipHop, Dub and different people. This all took place in the KUFA.

Some additional advice (german):

"Wer den in ihm aufsteigenden Zorn hemmt wie einen Wagen im Lauf, der ist ein rechter Wagenlenker, die anderen halten die Zügel nur."

"Wen die niedrige Sucht überwältigt, dem häuft sich der Kummer immer mehr, wuchernd wie Birana-Gras."

aus: Buddha - Worte der Vollendung

- concerned about... -

2005-10-26T19:00:00.000-07:00

...what you think about

Autumn leaves

2005-10-19T10:49:00.000-07:00

Fall is coming - and it is coming fast.

There is no better way to describe this athmosphere than with the song 'autumn leaves' by joseph kosma.

<- this picture has been taken in a village nearby..about two month ago..is is a cute place - but it seemed a bit abandoned.

Autumn Leaves
music: joseph kosma, lyrics: johnny mercer

The falling leaves drift by the window
The autumn leaves of red and gold
I see your lips, the summer kisses
The sun-burned hands I used to hold

Since you went away the days grow long
And soon I’ll hear old winter’s song
But I miss you most of all my darling
When autumn leaves start to fall

Farewell, Summer.

Winter's coming again

2005-10-10T18:11:00.000-07:00

Simsalabim!
It's time to contribute another snippet (is it supposed to be meaty???).

For God's (?) Sake. I'm freaking out! Stuck in this village - I have lots and lots of time to spend on thinking. I can't await to get lost...

.thursday 6 pm
I went to my favourite (only) club in the city, which is not far from here. It was a pretty special night, because a friend of mine put-on the first time. So I went there, met some buddies, drank some beer and listened to pretty good house and DnB. Afterwards, we went to Fabians place and talked and drank... Next morning, I had to take the train to Hamburg at 7:30 - as you can imagine this day has really been horrible - but successful...I finally gathered all stuff.

Now the voice in my head just calls: 'bunk abroad' YIPEEEEH!

The more things change

2005-05-18T04:46:00.000-07:00

So far, the last months were hard -
but..now its done, finally I graduated and I did well.

For now, I'm still in the party-rush. However, I got to be serious with myself.

I decided to look for better weather ;)

tired

2005-03-21T14:24:00.000-08:00

I'm so tired... wondering about the fact that my eyes still watch at this screen in front of me.

I think I'm supposed to fall in my bed - but I cannot sleep.
I'm sleepless for days and the world appears as an
endless dream, harrasing me.

I've benn left alone in a to-large appartment.
She left me alone with my thoughts, my doubts..
However, she took my heart and my confidence.

.emptiness is filling me - haha, a paradox.

But i believe that this burn-out brings space
for new things. Hope is coming up at the horizon.

I think (hope) I can sleep now...I'm gonna try.

over and out for today.

.bnek